I posted on facebook that 'Cancer Sucks' - and the response I received was overwhelming to me. From comments to private messages from people concerned about me, to sharing that they are going through cancer related issues either with themselves or with someone that they know personally.
To set aside a couple of things - I don't have cancer. I posted that update after I received a call from my Mom who has been battling brain cancer for over a year - and getting an update from another family member who is dealing with the disease as well.
Mortality for those with Grade 4 Glioblastoma is very high. My Mom is one of the strongest women I know, and seeing this happen and her response to it all does nothing but grow my admiration for her. She has been the glue that keeps much of the family together over the years. So our whole family is in support and in prayer.
With family getting older, a few having Cancer, and my son having Autism - along with the financial obligations one has to keep a house together - one would get the impression that I'm over it. But that is never the case. I do get weary from time to time, and maybe get a bit of anxiety - but hey, we're all human. Things like that should be expected.
I've heard sob stories where people have gone through a lot worse then me or my family. I remember the phrase where a man complained about his shoes until he saw a man with no feet. That phrase rings ever so true when I'm having to hear bad news or am going through some very bad things.
Just the other day I saw a man who lost both of his legs due to a car accident. He's still moving forward. He reminds me of those in the military who sacrifice their life for others.
These things may hinder or slow down one's life... and some folks may want to stop what they are doing and just hid in the corner.
But - No matter what, you must keep moving forward.
A preacher once shared that if you feel as though you are going through hell... don't stop.
I have to press on. To me there are too many families that need help - that need encouragement - that need to have their voice heard.
My family is just one - but there are millions in just the United States alone that need to have their journey with Autism shared.
I believe that opportunities are available. I am applying to jobs and submitting my resume. I'm networking with as many people possible. There is work out there, and it will just be a matter of time before the right fit happens.
In the meantime I'm helping folks as I am able, doing housework as I am able - keeping forward mobility in my life in motion.
Be encouraged.
For what resides within is greater than any problem that may come around.
No Matter What - Keep Moving Forward.